Day 155th. one more peaceful, lazy day
Day 153rd. long day & night. a room with disco lights and carefree living. rushed games mirrors again tossed to the skin & cold water breathing time all things hit the floor.
Day 152nd. mostly empty and unwilling. bout of senselessness. also, the unexplainable, ioana maria tu ai saptesprezece ani
Day 151st. words thrown like brush strokes. falling asleep, always. fun with the blocked broken door
Day 150th. chronically tired. gotta reduce caffeine amounts. tea with friends & forever nows
Day 149th. going through today was more like climbing a mountain with no peak. never-ending, tiring, with some randomly nice views and breaks. art exhibit & retarded laugh & laugh & bitter sleepless sick & something of that other world, the unspeakable one.
Day 148th. hedonist paradise. armaghedon concert, out & about, the longest road to a goodnight kiss. the taste of coffee & dark chocolate.
Day 147th. more cambridge, rain, coffee & sleep.
Day 146th. morning coffee & again & again & afternoon fun at the cambridge examination. almost alive. how subtly i turn from one world to another, how i tumble through perspectives without realizing and wake up one day to believe this or that and feel it in my skin. unexpectedly, a period of fidelity.
